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Will you still love me when I got nothing but my aching soul?
♡ Young and Beautiful // Lana Del Rey
 
I have yet to watch the Great Gatsby but I am in love with the soundtrack.
IM BACK FROM MY VACATION AND FROM MY SCHOOL TRIP TO NYC. Both were awesome but I'm glad to be back home; not so happy about the up coming stress due to finals (AND THESE ARE MY FINAL FINALS FOR HIGH SCHOOL I JUST) so this is sort of my hello and goodbye. I won't be gone forever, but I will be on less often due to studying and reviewing, etc. Also, I'm debating on leaving Poly for good (so yes, maybe forever) because I just want to restart my life when I get to college and maybe leave a few things behind, like Poly. I might stay, I might go, I'm still undecided. We'll see after these exams are over.
So for now, goodbye my loves.
MWAH
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I was left to my own devices. Many days fell away with nothing to show
♡ Pompeii // Bastille
 
IM LEAVING TOMORROW SO I THOUGHT ID MAKE A FAREWELL SET AND IDK I JUST WANTED TO MAKE A LITTLE SET I WAS IN THE MOOD BUT YEAH I REALLY SHOULD BE GETTING TO BED NEED TO WAKE UP EARLY DEMAIN BUT YES SO BYE SEE YOU IN A WEEK BBYS
MWAH
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You felt the weight of the world fall off your shoulder. And to your favorite song we sang along to the start of forever
♡ Still Into You // Paramore
 
Absolutely obsessed with this song. It's such a good sing, scream off the top of your lungs kind of song. And I really like the video! Haley looks amazing, as always.
GUYS IM GOING ON VACATION THIS COMING WEEK! I'm so scared its the first time I get on a plane and go anywhere I'm excited but scared. I'm leaving tuesday and coming back the week after so if I'm not answering PM's or I'm not making sets its because I'm not here.
I'm almost done the Hush, Hush series I'm so excited I'm waiting to read the last book for the flight but I literally read the third one in less than a week I'm so in love with this series its scary I don't want it to end.
Emblem3's new song is so cute I love it I'm so happy they're starting their career and actually doing music aw.
Anyways, that's it for me. I don't know what else to say. Life's pretty boring haha!
BYE
MWAH
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Don't waste your time on me you're already the voice inside my head
♡ I Miss You // Blink-182
 
I'm bored so I just decided to make this idek what this is tbh but yeah
 
DELIRIUM IS GOING TO BE A TV SERIES ON FOX I AM GOING TO THROW UP OH MY GOD I'M SO EXCITED EVEN THO I WANTED IT TO BE A MOVIE BUT TV SHOW IS STILL GOOD I'm so excited because Emma Roberts is playing Lena and although I'm not her biggest fan, she's still an excellent actress and I'm really curious to see her play Lena. They've casted Daren Kagasoff as Alex and just urgh he's such a bad actor like the whole Secret Life cast is trying to get into new projects but they're all such terrible actors I don't know why people choose them. I honestly saw Steven McQueen (Jeremy from TVD) as Alex like uRGH!
 
I'm obsessed with 5 Seconds of Summer like wow they're such good artists and cute and funny and adorable. Thankfully, they aren't another boyband (more punk/pop/rock-ish; think All Time Low, Blink-182, etc) but they're the opening act for One Direction on their Take Me Home Tour and just oh my if they tag along for the North American leg I'll see them live and I juST I'LL GET TO SEE LUKE AND ASHTON AND MICHAEL AND CALUM IN REAL LIFE IDK IF IM MORE EXCITED FOR THEM OR ONE DIRECTION
 
Anyways idk what else to say lol so
HELLO MY FRIENDS I AM HERE
GOODBYE MY FRIENDS I AM GONE
MWAH
Seven little numbers Baby, they could be a start. Seven little numbers Baby, I know yours by heart
♡ Little Numbers // Boy
 
I woke up to find this in my drafts. I think this has come to the point where I should start going to bed sometime before the wee hours of the morning. Nevertheless, I like to call this "Harry Styles has many faces, but all of them are cute" or also known as "Casandra's Polyvore adventures at 3 in the morning, ft. Harry Styles." Am I proud of this? That's a difficult question and I'm quite unsure of the status of it. Get back to me on that.
Yeah anyways
BYE
MWAH
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"It's f*cking embarrassing how good I look some days."
First attempt at making a set like this; I don't know if it looks ok, but whatever. I tried, I failed, life moves on.
Spring break is over ew I'm so upset I wish I had it longer; though I did extend my break by about three days but I wish it was longer I don't want to go back. I still didn't even finish my homework I'm laughing so hard.
Actually obsessed with My Mad Fat Diary (where the quote is from) its becoming an issue; I've been re-watching all six episodes since I finished it. Nico Mirallegro is such a babe omfg (✿ ♥‿♥) Can't wait for season two! (if you can't deal with subjects such as self harm, body issues, etc. I don't suggest you watch the show - there's nothing graphic, but it discusses a lot about the subjects)
I (might've) FOUND MY PROM DRESS IM SO HAPPY I have three options but I'm really obsessed with this one dress and I'm going to try it on again tomorrow and maybe buy it and I'm just so excited omg
Not to sound conceited, but I like this outfit a lot I think I'd actually end up wearing it if I could wow ok yeah idk
BYE
MWAH
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If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy? If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?
♡ Clarity // Zedd (ft. Foxes)
Such a sick tune; great to dance to and belt out the lyrics to. One of my favourite dance songs right now.
 
Don't read this seriously I'm just ranting about my SHM concert last night cause I have no where else to talk about it. I consider Poly like my blog (cause I can't actually post half the stuff I post here on my blog cause people from school follow me so) and that's why sometimes I rant on about stuff so yeah don't read this k I warned you bye
 

 
I SAW SWEDISH HOUSE MAFIA LAST NIGHT OH MY GOD WHAT A SICK CONCERT THAT WAS HOLY SH*T I HAD A BLAST WITH MY FRIENDS AND WITH THE CROWD AND WITH THE DJS THEY HAD CRAZY LIGHTING AND LASER ABD PRYO STUFF AND EVERYTHING WAS SO LOUD AND INCREDIBLE. THE CROWD WENT CRAZY FOR DONT YOU WORRY CHILD AND THEY OPENED WITH MY FAVOURITE SONG GREYHOUND AND I THINK I LOST MY VOICE SOLELY ON THAT ONE IT WAS SO SICK AND I HAD NO IDEA THEY HAD A TEMPER TRAP REMIX (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XdIn2I-eBCc) IT WAS SO SICK AND I WAS SO EXCITED CAUSE I LOVE SWEET DISPOSITION AND THEY HAVE A FLORENCE AND THE MACHINE REMIX AS WELL AS A COLDPLAY ONE AND OH MY GOD EVERYTHING WAS JUST SO INCREDIBLE LAST NIGHT I WANT TO GO BACK YEAH OK BYE
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Those bright blue eyes can only meet mine across the room filled with people that are less important than you
♡ Love Love Love // Of Monsters and Men
 
Once again, credit where necessary for the layout. It's just so fun to do!
 
I'm currently reading Delirium and am totally in love with it. The concept of the story is so intriguing and somewhat frustrating to read but it just pulls you in and you have to read more. The love story as well is somewhat typical but beautiful at the same time and so interesting. I'm just in love with it and I want to buy the whole series. (I'm sorry @luxecouture I haven't yet purchased Divergent but I want to so badly and I'm sorry but I'll start reading it soon!)
 
WHO WATCHED THE GRAMMY'S LAST NIGHT? I'm still not over Taylor's sly dig at Harry. She honestly just gives me reason after reason to hate her. But I loved the Bob Marley tribute; although they only sang one of his songs (which is understandable because its probably the most popular one), the Sting/Bruno Mars/Rihanna combination was amazing. Speaking of Rihanna, she looked absolutely stunning in all of her outfits last night. Her hair looked amazing too! She just looked so beautiful. ED SHEERAN LOOKED SO CUTE IN HIS TUX AND SNEAKERS I WANTED TO CRY HE WAS SO HANDSOME AND ADORABLE I LOVE HIM SO MUCH I'm a little upset about his Grammy loss because I truly believe he deserved it the most; he's probably worked the hardest out of anyone for the position he's at now. But I'm happy for FUN. because I do kind of like them so congrats to them.
 
Anyways idk what else to say (as per usual) so yeah
KBYE
MWAH
Every word you say I think I should write down. Don't want to forget come daylight
♡ Paperweight // Schuyler Fisk with Joshua Radin
 
My poorly executed rendition of @glitterinmyviens' layout and everyone else who uses this layout (I wasn't too sure who started this or who uses this the most so I tagged Dalana cause I got inspired by her sets)
 
I've been getting into so many movie soundtracks lately I don't even know why but so many great songs have come from movies. I've been listening to the Dear John soundtrack (where Paperweight came from) and I've just fallen in love. This song and Amanda Seyfried's (who, I should mention, has one of the most beautiful voices ever) Little House are my favourites. They're beautiful.
I've also been listening to the Pitch Perfect soundtrack and I can't stop listening to Anna Kendrick's Cup song (and poorly attempting to do the actual cup thingy) and the Riff Off (Skylar Astin your voice and face omfg you are the light of my life) they're so incredible!
 
Beautiful Creatures is being released in theatres soon and I'm so excited because I remember reading the first book of the series (idk what the series is called I just read the first one) and fell in love with it and thought it was such a beautiful and incredible story. It's got magic and love and you just fall into it. I don't know if I like who they casted to play the main characters (I pictured someone totally different for Lena) but I'll have to watch it to see their acting. I'm also really excited for Warm Bodies (Nicholas Hoult my bby) omfg I really want to see it but nobody wants to watch a zombie movie with me :( Any volunteers?
AND IM SO EXCITED FOR CITY OF BONES (even tho I haven't read the books but I want to omg) BC LILY COLLINS AND MY BBY ROBERT SHEEHAN AND JAMIE CAMPBELL BOWER (he and Lily are the cutest omg)
 
I'm so stressed with college application deadlines and college choices and career choices and no one is helping me decide or helping me sort everything out or even listening to me when I rant about college I can't deal with this anymore oh my god why do I have to go to college now why can't I take a year off and figure everything out and decide why do I have to decide now in like a months time why do I even need a career why can't I just sit at home forever and sleep and eat and read and watch movies oh mY GOD IC ANT DO THIS
 
Ok yes I know I'm going insane I'm stressing out don't mind me
Anyways yeah if you read through all that God bless your soul I hope you find $20 on the floor in the next few days and you get concert tickets to your favourite band ok I LOVE YOU IM SORRY I HAVE A LOT TO SAY
YEAH BYE
MWAH
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I'm waking up to ash and dust I wipe my brow and I sweat my rust I'm breathing in the chemicals
I'm bored and don't feel like doing my homework so I'm going to finally do this tag.
I was tagged by @luxecouture and I tag anyone else who wants to do this tag!
 
I'm just going to do the survey because I'm always worried that I leave people out when I tag people and I really love everyone's sets so you're all tagged for the "Friends on Polyvore/Users whose sets I like" bit.
 
1. Can you remember your last dream?
Its so strange; I never remember my dreams and its very rare if I do. But I think the last one was about this really cute guy at school who was texting me and talking to me in class, which was a good dream haha!
 
2. 3 places you'd like to go on vacation?
ONLY 3?! Well, London of course, Paris and maybe a tropical location like the Bahamas. (But I would love to travel the world and visit every country/continent)
 
3. Do you like chocolate?
Yes, especially dark chocolate!
 
4. Which is your favorite body part of the human face and why?
(Body part of the human face? Shouldn't it be feature?) But I guess eyes? Everyone's eyes are different and even if brown is a common eye colour, some are different shades and can really be beautiful. I love light coloured eyes and I wish I had tbh.

5. Do you like rainy days or snowy winter days more?
I don't know, both are great in their own ways. I like when it rains heavily (no thunder/lightning) and you can just sit on the couch all day listening to music, reading books and watching movies. It's so comforting.

6. Which is your favorite four legged creature?
Elephants and giraffes! I find them adorable! But of course kittens and puppies are just as cute.

7. Do you like spicy food?
Yes!

8. Do you remember your favorite teacher?
Definitely :) I'll never forget him; he gave me so much inspiration to be a better writer and praised me so much for my writing, even at the young age of 12 when they were absolutely horrible!

9. Tell me about your favorite book, magazine, or comic.
Magazine: Nylon, for sure. I've discovered so many great new bands and fashion designers as well as find great new clothes to fit my style. They have a great balance of fashion, music and culture. I love it.
Book: I'm torn between Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky or The Fault in Our Stars by John Green. Both are absolutely excellent and both have a beautiful storyline and incredibly written.

10. Tell me about the last movie you watched.
Just My Luck with Lindsay Lohan and Chris Pine. Such a cute movie and I love the fact that McFly was in it.

11. Tell me about your favorite music/band.
I love anything really; especially indie/rock, alternative, alternative/rock, urban/r&b, punk/rock and folk/singer/songwriter type. That's really my style and I'm always open to discovering new artists. I'm also a sucker for any good catchy pop song (where my boyband obsession comes into play)

12. 3 favorite foods?
idk

13. Do you like to shop?
YES

14. Are you usually late, early, or right on time?
Usually late haha!

15. Are you happy with your life for the most part right now?
Somewhat, yeah I guess. Trying to make it better.

16. What would be harder, telling someone that you love them or that you don’t?
I've never been in either situation but both have their difficulties. Professing your love for someone can risk getting your own heart broken because you don't know if they'll love you back and telling someone you don't love them can break their heart.
 
17. What’s your middle name?
Don't have one haha!

18. How big is your bed?
Double.

19. What music are you listening to right now?
Wanted - Hunter Hayes.

20. Who was the last person you hugged?
My mammabear awww :)

21. How is the weather right now?
Grey and chilly.

22. Are you a different person now than you were 5 years ago?
For sure! I was in 6th or 7th grade then and although I was confident then, I was a little weird lol.

23. Favorite fruit?
Pomegranate! Or watermelon or banana or pineapple. Idk I like fruit haha!

24. Do you have a collection of anything?
Nothing really.

25. Have you ever had a crush on a best friend?
In like elementary school I had a major crush on one of my guy friends.

26. Would you ever tell a person you have a crush on that you like him/her?
Did that once; didn't work out so well.
 
27. Do you consider yourself popular?
I'm not popular but I don't really care about that.

28. Have you ever cut yourself on purpose?
(Taylor's answer is still my favourite LOL) No, I haven't.

29. Would you ever date someone older than you?
Younger than you?
Don't really care tbh; I mean I've always used the mentality that age is but a number. But I do prefer older guys.

30. Have you ever been on a diet?
Yup; I always give up after a few days lol

31. Have you ever gotten detention?
No don't think so.

32. Do you usually prefer books or movies?
BOOKS

33. Have you ever written a love letter?
Nope.

34. Are you a morning person or a night person?
Night owl. Don't you dare try being cheery to me before 1PM or I'll slap you.

35. Do you make wishes on shooting stars?
Yes, if I see one.

36. Celebrity role models?
Hmm don't really know. Maybe Audrey Hepburn, Marilyn Monroe, Blake Lively, Mila Kunis, Emma Watson, Emma Stone, Caroline Flack, Jennifer Lawrence, um idk who else haha I just look up to celebrity women who have a good head on their shoulders and don't get lost in the whole gist of being famous.
 
37. Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours?
Someone attractive, witty and funny. Basically Harry Styles, Dylan O'Brien, Nathan Sykes or Andrew Garfield.

38. How many piercing do you have?
Two on each lobe, but I'd like a third and two cartilage piercings on my left ear and a tragus piercing on my right ear.

39. What is the longest crush/relationship you have had?
Never been in a relationship but I had a crush on a boy for maybe 2 years in elementary school.

40. What is the meanest thing anyone has ever said about you?
Don't really like talking about that so no.

41. What is the best compliment you have ever received?
People sometimes compliment me on what I wear and how I style my hair and it makes me smile.

42. What does your username mean?
Lost in the city, which is basically what I am.

43. Have you ever made a prank phone call?
My friends and I do it all the time. We're so stupid but it's so fun hearing the people's reactions on the other line. We make stupid accents and they laugh so hard its hilarious.

44. Do you smoke?
Nope.

45. Have you ever been drunk?
Just tipsy, never really drunk.

46. Have you ever cried during a movie?
Yes omg I cried so hard when I watched Dear John and The Notebook and Perks of Being a Wallflower.

47. Do you take the shampoo/conditioner bottles from hotel?
Nope. Don't like the shampoos/conditioners they have. I always bring my own.

48. Do you always smile for pictures?
Yes, always. My smile is awkward when I don't show teeth.
 
I tag anyone who wants to do this tag :)
THE GEEK T-SHIRT FROM TOPSHOP IS SOLD OUT IM ABOUT TO CRY I WANT IT SO BAD I hope they re-stock it omg